This reminds me a lot of the depression question. Patients often tell me, “Dr. Rossi, you don’t know what it’s like to be anxious.”
I usually have a quiet chuckle to myself because anxiety is something everyone experiences. It’s a natural part of life. We all have areas where we feel competent, and others where we feel out of our depth. It’s in those areas, the places where we feel uncertain or inadequate, that anxiety can really interfere with our ability to function.
My most challenging personal experience with anxiety happened during the infamous 4th term of medical school at St. George’s University. By this point, you’ve survived the first year and are well into the second. However, this term is notorious, and it often feels like the school uses it to weed out students—which, in my opinion, is a bit unethical. The structure of my routine completely changed. More requirements, longer lab hours, and less time to study. The familiar rhythm I had relied on to keep up was suddenly turned on its head.
Throughout that term, I was constantly on edge, overwhelmed by the pressure that all my hard work could slip away at any moment. I still vividly remember the first time I experienced a panic attack. It was early morning; I woke up drenched in sweat, my heart racing, and I couldn’t catch my breath. I was scared enough to go to the university clinic, and that’s when I found out it was a panic attack.
That experience taught me firsthand what anxiety truly feels like. It’s not just a fleeting worry—it can become physical, paralyzing, and all-consuming. When I talk to patients about anxiety, it’s from a place of understanding. Anxiety doesn’t discriminate, and it certainly doesn’t mean we’re incapable—just human.
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